Thanks mate. As the theme from MASH said, suicide is painless. Unless you mess it up and don’t die. Then it can become very painful indeed.
Couldn’t actually post this yesterday because The Fear wouldn’t let me. Still bollixed today after the booze on Thursday night. Had a half bottle of wine, four pints of black in the Cobble, a six pack of cider, a few tumblers of Grey Goose and I believe numerous helpings of ‘a drop of the creatar’… Still badly shook. Don’t think the volume was that bad but I can’t recall having such a combination of booze before…grain, grape, fucking apple…fiasco. I wanted to die yesterday, not helped by sending an email to my boss at 04.21 towards the end of the session… 
:lol: emailing the boss is a new one. Smartphones are dangerous fuckers.
Was it a go fuck yourself mail?
Yes, what type of email was it? Informing him of a mystery illness that would keep you out of work on Friday?
No, it was a response to some email he sent during the day. My reply made little sense and I neglected to use uppercase letters in my response. Other than that I got away with it though the sent time does look odd. I had been drinking with an infantryman from the Canadian armed forces.
Great to see this page fall well down the pecking order. I tell you the best thing to get rid of dark thoughts . Training hard. I have found I feel at my lowest during November, December and Jan. As soon as there is a stretch in the evening and your sweating your bollox off in February you’ll be grand.
It’s a great time of the year, the year is full of anticipation and hope, and hasn’t yet descended into the usual crushing defeats and in fighting 
i leave the blackberry at home on an night out nowadays .
after a large one i still always check the sent items on the laptop the next morning tho just to put my mind at ease
surely Piles Hussein must have a few stories about emailing folk after an evening on the sauce
Great to see this thread hasn’t been bumped in over a month. It is safe to say that once the winter is over we are all free to wild on the drink again with absolutely no consequences . I had an absolute skinful with my old mate the Runt last night and I’m in great spirits today . I even refrained from battering the 3 drunken travelers that were making far too much noise just a few tables over from us. Spring is a great time of year all the same.
[quote=“Rintintin, post: 749954, member: 207”]Great to see this thread hasn’t been bumped in over a month. It is safe to say that once the winter is over we are all free to wild on the drink again with absolutely no consequences . I had an absolute skinful with my old mate the Runt last night and I’m in great spirits today . I even
refrained from battering the 3 drunken travelers that were making far too much noise just a few tables over from us. Spring is a great time of year all the same.[/quote]
Glad to hear it. I enjoyed a good time in Galway over the last two days starting at 5 o’clock the day before yesterday, continuing yesterday and finishing up about 4am. I feel in amazingly good earth today considering. Off to the gym now to undo some of the damage, as is my understanding of how these things work.
I would have bumped it on Sunday but I was far too terrified to interact with anyone, even on the internet. Happy days.o_O
I was rough myself yesterday but nothing will deter me from tfk.
That’s the spirit Paulie-as opposed to lapsed forum heavyweights like Dunph and TASE who left the board after a bit of teasing by no marks like Chavez and me.
I met a neighbour yesterday who had been to a 2 day wedding festival. I could see the wild fear in his eyes and in the shake of his feeble hand… even his dog was keeping a safe distance from him.
He literally didnt know whether he was coming or going. God bless the mountain goats, they saved him from himself.
[quote=“Kinvara’s Passion, post: 749990, member: 686”]I met a neighbour yesterday who had been to a 2 day wedding festival. I could see the wild fear in his eyes and in the shake of his feeble hand… even his dog was keeping a safe distance from him.
He literally didnt know whether he was coming or going. God bless the mountain goats, they saved him from himself.[/quote]
what a lightweight it must be said
[quote=“Kinvara’s Passion, post: 749990, member: 686”]I met a neighbour yesterday who had been to a 2 day wedding festival. I could see the wild fear in his eyes and in the shake of his feeble hand… even his dog was keeping a safe distance from him.
He literally didnt know whether he was coming or going. God bless the mountain goats, they saved him from himself.[/quote]
Was it Kevin McGeever
In bad shape here today. Tonight won’t be fun:oops:
Had a heap of Guinness over the last couple of days. Slept in until 1 today. Not in bad shape - the sleep seemed to help me. The mother is on to me about doing bits of jobs but I have written this day off.
The fear.