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EXCLUSIVE | ‘If my story helps one woman or man then it will have been worth it’ – Nicola Gallagher on domestic abuse claims
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Estranged wife of GAA manager Rory Gallagher says she thought about ending her life
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‘The GAA knew about all of this because we told them… but they did nothing’
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‘I loved him … when you are living like that, all those difficult moments become normal’
Nicola Gallagher speaks with Rodney Edwards of the ‘Sunday Independent’. Photo: David Conachy
Nicola Gallagher speaks with Rodney Edwards of the ‘Sunday Independent’. Photo: David Conachy
Rodney Edwards
Today at 01:30

Nicola Gallagher sat in front of her computer in her home in Co Fermanagh last Tuesday, looking again at the 478 words she had written on her Facebook page, and knowing that if she hit the “post” button her life would change — for better or for worse, she didn’t know.
The post contained serious domestic abuse allegations against her former husband Rory Gallagher, the well-known GAA manager and ex-player.
The accusations relate to a period of more than two decades. Her heart, says the mother-of-three, was racing. She felt it was now or never.
“I sat for ages looking at it on my computer. I kept thinking, ‘Will I do it or will I not?’ What impact will this have on my children? I had a tightness in my chest, I got really afraid… and then I hit ‘post’.”
Within minutes her phone started to light up with messages from friends, family, and strangers; almost a week later the post has been “liked” more than 17,000 times.
“The first person to ring me was my aunt who said, ‘I am so proud of you, you did the right thing. We have been waiting for that for years’. I was mentally broken, but hearing that settled me,” she says.
Nicola says she has been left feeling “humbled” by the response to her post, which has sparked conversations in almost every home, workplace, and sports ground on the island.
“The reaction has been totally overwhelming — I never expected it. I feel so heartened by the response because I’m not the type of person who likes any kind of attention. I’m naturally quite a shy person, I don’t use social media. The last time I used Facebook was three or four years ago.
“But the number of messages I have been getting from other women who say my speaking out has helped them means it was worth it. Some say it has helped them to break their own silence.”
On Friday night, Rory Gallagher said he was stepping away from his role as Derry GAA’s senior football manager, saying the decision was “borne out of a desire to protect my children from the ongoing turmoil. They will always be my priority.”​
Sitting on a sofa, Nicola speaks softly but clearly. Her parents, Gerry and Yvonne Rooney, two well-respected business people who own shops on both sides of the Border, look on. Occasionally, her mother is reduced to tears.
“If you hadn’t written that Facebook post, what would have happened?” I ask.
“I would be dead, 100pc. I needed to do it — it was my last resort.”
Her parents agree: “This has been a long time coming,” Gerry says.
“This is your time now, Nicola,” Yvonne says.
Nicola is open about her use of alcohol due to what she says was the toxicity of a marriage which ended in September 2019.
Her husband was recently given custody of their three children.
“I have been extremely traumatised,” she says. “But you just keep going, you keep going, you keep going, you try to block it out, you tell yourself that it never happened. Then you hit a wall. I turned to alcohol to block it all out.
“I am in recovery now, but it hasn’t been easy. This last year has been the toughest of my life. I will not shy away from the fact I have had issues with alcohol, but I have done something about it. I am thankful for the support network I have in my family and in Fermanagh Women’s Aid.”
Does she think her issues with alcohol, I ask, has resulted in unfair criticism in some quarters over the past few days?
“Yes,” she says. “I think it is being used against me. ‘Sure, who would believe her?’ But the response has been overwhelmingly positive.”
One of the more cynical judgments has been over the timing of the post, ahead of today’s Ulster final between Derry and Armagh. It has been whispered that she did it to cause disruption.
“No,” she says, “I didn’t do this out of revenge, or for Rory to lose his job. I did it to share my experience and to help other women and men. I never did it to punish him, I did it to get it off my chest and if it helps one woman or man, then it will have been worth it.”
How did she feel when she heard Rory had stepped back from his responsibilities with the team?
“I don’t think he had much choice.”
She describes a very unhappy, unpleasant marriage and recalls distressing moments, including claims of emotional abuse. She says those memories will “stay with me forever”.
But she admits she never felt she could end their marriage.
“I loved him, I try to see the good in everybody. I always wanted for our children what I had as a child. I had a happy, secure childhood; I wanted the same for them. But when you are living like that, all those difficult moments become normal. You get up and get on with it.”

Nicola Gallagher with ‘Sunday Independent’ journalist Rodney Edwards. Photo: David Conachy
In her darker moments, though, she thought about ending her life.
“Yeah, yeah, I did. They were fleeting thoughts — I didn’t make plans. But there were times when I felt like going to the pier in Killybegs and jumping off it. The only reason why I wouldn’t do anything was because of my children.”
The only time in our two-hour conversation that Nicola gets emotional is when she talks about the love she has for her children.
“The children mean everything to me. Sometimes I feel like they are not mine any more, that I have been cut out of their lives. I reared those children when he was off being a superstar with the GAA. For them to be taken away from me really hurts. Every day without them breaks me. They are the first thing I think about in the morning, they are the last thing I think about at night.”
In her Facebook post, Nicola cited several incidents she says took place over a 24-year period.
Sources say gardaĂ­ are keen to formally investigate the allegations and have attempted to contact Nicola in recent days.
Mr Gallagher was arrested in 2021 but not charged in relation to physical abuse claims against Nicola.
The Police Service of Northern Ireland (PSNI) has confirmed it investigated claims of domestic abuse while two files were passed to the Public Prosecution Service (PPS) in January and June last year, but it was deemed there was insufficient evidence to proceed.
“When I arrived at Enniskillen police station to make the initial complaint I asked for a female officer and got a male. I was already nervous enough. Then when the PPS rejected my case, I felt hopeless.
“The guards have a dossier of material on this and were trying to get in touch with me again. Previously they asked if I would like to make a statement. I haven’t done that before because I was scared.”​
Last Thursday, Mr Gallagher issued his first statement in response to what he described as “very serious” allegations, insisting they “have been investigated and dealt with by the relevant authorities”.
“Our marriage broke down over four years ago. Those closest to our family are aware of the reasons for the breakdown of our marriage and the continued issues we have faced since that time. My focus over the past four years has been to protect our children from the ongoing turmoil in our family,” he said.
How, I ask Nicola, did she feel when she read that?
“Rory’s statement was exactly what I had expected. In my view, it was aimed to shame me,” she says.
“It was quite cowardly, I thought, but not surprising.”
The GAA has made a number of statements about domestic abuse.
Brian McAvoy, the Ulster GAA chief executive, said last week: “While we cannot comment or make judgment on any specific allegation or allegations, Ulster GAA does not condone any form of domestic violence.
“We are proud to have joined with White Ribbon NI in pledging to never commit, condone or remain silent about violence against women.
“We encourage and support anyone who has been a victim of such abuse not to suffer in silence but to avail of the statutory and voluntary support services that are available in the community.”
But for Nicola, “words from the GAA are not enough”.
She says the organisation was informed about her allegations against Mr Gallagher “but did nothing”.
“They are just words; their actions speak differently. The GAA knew about all of this, 100pc, and the county boards of Fermanagh and Derry knew — because we told them. There were senior members of the GAA who knew what was going on, there are incidents that took place at GAA events. It was a well-known fact.
“I remember seeing their campaign about referees being abused and phoning GAA HQ, the response was, ‘What do you want me to do about it?’ I feel like they don’t want to know. It is a joke. The family also raised their concerns with the Fermanagh County Board and told them too,” Nicola says.​
An email, seen by the Sunday Independent, including claims against Mr Gallagher, was sent to the management of Derry GAA on May 25 last year by Nicola’s father.
He did not receive a reply.
Derry GAA would not comment yesterday when asked why it did not act once the complaint was received. It referred this newspaper to its previous statement, in which it said it “condemns all forms of domestic violence”, and to Mr Gallagher’s earlier statement.
Nicola says she has been contacted by “other women who are experiencing the same thing and are too scared to come out in case they are not believed.”
“I feel let down by all these institutions — the PSNI, the PPS, the Western Health and Social Care Trust, the GAA. I feel for anyone who is suffering as I have. How are they going to come forward? I had to write a post on Facebook because I was at the end of the line. I didn’t want to have to do that.”
As she reflects on the past week, she says it has been a “turning point” in her life.
“I have kept all this buried, so to be finally free of it, I feel a lot lighter.”
But she also feels, she says, “a little scared”.
Of what?
“Of speaking out and what might happen because of that. But I am proud that I have been able to talk about my experiences publicly and the love I have for my children.
“I will not be silent any more.”
Women’s Aid – freephone 1800 341 900, 24hrs Men’s Aid – phone (01) 554 3811, Mon–Fri 9am–5pm

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Paul Costello says Leo’s partner’s behavior at the coronation embarrassed Ireland is the surely the big story !

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Disgraceful.

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All emails and contact by Nicole and her father were post loss of custody according to the article

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Sounds like she reached breaking point, has her own demons obviously but this was a last resort, hard not to believe her

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The other lady corroborating her story is very damning. I think she was an old school friend N wasn’t particularly in contact with.

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I remember Tony Adams doing a podcast where he made a very interesting point that when he was a young lad a lot of his behaviour was never addressed by teachers and coaches etc. because he was known as a great sportsman …he reckoned it really fcuked up his development as he never knew where the line was as his behaviour went unchecked and it led to serious struggles later in life …

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You’ll need to post that up, as I haven’t seen it.
Or is it on here somewhere?

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I don’t intend to present a defence for anyone - from reading that article - Nicole, since losing custody of their children has written to a lot of people, she’s ran an active campaign. Are there other articles in the paper that present actual allegations?
Are we to presume incidents occurred on both sides of the border? Why writing to the Gardai?
Maybe the information is in the paper but it’s not in that article

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Anyone an update from the syls plunkets game today

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What division are They in these days mate ?

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No idea

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Nicola. At least get her name right

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Whats this story? Havent heard anything about this. The only embarrassment was Leo being caught with his finger up his nose scratching his brain.:grinning:

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Nasty post

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Again, I’ll try not to make any assumptions,
But losing the children is an obvious tipping point, now she may have nothing else to lose,
I’d imagine it’s incredibly embarrassing to be a victim of domestic abuse to that extent, or so we’re told.

I don’t see any real holes in her actions

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She said in the article too that if she didn’t write the FB post and put it out there, that she could well be dead.

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Quality input.

I need eyewear

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I reckon she deserves that much at least.