I'm a whiney bitch who can't drink for shit these days


#2501

it will pass


#2502

You need a walk down the fields.


#2503

That’s into the sea.


#2504

Can you remember everything that happened?

Nothing worse than a vague inkling


#2505

The brother in law was afraid dropping me off into town yesterday after the session I had on Friday… I’m fucking worse now…


#2506

drinking is a mugs game, I have joined AA


#2507

AA is a mugs game mate, would drive you to drink


#2508

I need help to fight my demons


#2509

Oh yeah, no doubts about last night. Just life in general and gods plan for us.

Just took the cap off a bottle there


#2510

This is where I am right now. Horrendous dose of the fear all day. Both the little lady and Mrs J caught me cursing myself out loud.


#2511

There is no plan, I fear. I fear more, however, that there is.


#2512

It does help alright


#2513

I was happy enough with my Xmas party performance on Thursday night when I woke up on Friday morning even though it was a Leeson street stupid o clock job but 2 more days of boozing has followed and now my mind is trying to convince me that I will be arrested as soon as I walk in the office door tomorrow morning.

There’s no fear like the work fear.


#2514

Sensational stuff. This is how my brain works too. I’ve convinced myself I’m about to have a heart attack.


#2515

Putting your phone on silent in case it beeps with a message telling you about what might have happened


#2516

Id take a heart attack over the dose of fear I had the last time I went on a big session. I wasn’t out of it for a week. Havent had more than 3 or 4 drinks since such is the mental scarring


#2517

I just don’t do it anymore. We had a bit of a session at a sales conference in October. I had four pints. Ordered a double whiskey at 11 and brought it to bed with me. Fresh as a daisy the next morning


#2518

Drinking whiskey in bed is how you stop having a problem with drinking?


#2519

Four pints and a double whiskey and in bed by 11 is hardly tearing the arse out of it especially when there’s a free bar


#2520

Have a watch of this mate. It can be done