We most likely can’t become truly realistically aware. We are only aware of what our senses detect and how our brain interprets it. The brain didn’t evolve to inform us of any fundamental truth about objective reality, it evolved to help us survive in it.
Sadly as a great philosopher of science once said “not only is the world stranger than we think, the world is stranger than we can think”.
I like this notion of the thinking self only being part of you.
And the observing self. The self you really are. Which is perfect.
Whenever you are caught in the pain of the thinking self you can move back to the observing self and view all the absolute horseshit running through your mind, not engaging.
The observing self is always there so there is always hope. The thinking self will reach a plateau in terms of emotions provided you don’t engage.
Do the Critical 3 stability previous to doing anything else as well.
McGill Sit Ups x15 e/s
Bird Dogs x15 e/s
Side planks x30s
If you have any issues with the back I have a quick fix circuit I am doing as a lead magnet at the moment. I know you see the page so you will be able to download it. Decompression of back, breathing and realignment based.